Tuesday, March 22, 2011

So here it is the blog I couldn't decide to start or not for well over 4 years, yeah i know why so long, it's only a dang blog, well who knows is one good answer, I'm crazy is yet another, I overanalyze EVERYTHING is another good one, and there's the ever true I procrastinate, can't make up mind, and well there's something seriously wrong with me (I'm pretty sure I hear family members saying Amen sister to that one). Unlike my daughter's this blog will not consist of things that make you think about life, and the like, and unlike my sister's this blog will not be funny and witty, in fact it will quite likely be boring as heck, and although I want to get things out of my head and heart I likely won't for fear of who's eventually going to see this, so why am i even writing this you may ask, honestly I am asking it too.
I still don't know if I'll be the kind of blogger who gets on here and says stupid crap like you needed to know my every move, maybe I'll be bored enough, who knows. I do know I'll mess up my punctuation often and drive my kid insane, it's a small perk to being a parent, I deserve a little payback.

More fun... or dumb stuff about me:

-I married an old fart ( i love you honey), he treated me like a princess what can I say, and after 17 crazy years of learning all about each other we are finally best friends, hey I'm a slow learner what can I say, one of my old fave names for him is energizer bunny...enough said.
-I didn't take his name when we got hitched, something I regret now
-I am 5' tall or short if you prefer, and a little bit on the chubby side, hey I earned those love handle, and grey hairs too for that matter, I'm kinda feisty, no make that a lot feisty in a few ways, but in others I'm the most loving give the shirt off my back kind too, keeps you guessing which one you are with
-I have a big extended family but small ish immediate, and have my opinions, sometimes boisteriously about that whole thing, I'm always the last to know anythign, and usually treated as, feel like, and considered the black sheep, ha I've made my mistakes and I suppose deserve all that I am given, or do I?
-I am random, and have attention issues, I'm a front pew girl at church, and my mind wanders (you may notice things stop making sense every now and then, sorry, can't help it)

- I get my best ideas, think the most and talk to God in the shower, this is not conducive to communicating good ideas, you can't really keep pen and paper in the shower, nor any kind of electronic voice memo device, therefore much of it is either lost/forgotten or recited excitedly in towels
-I have a job that I both love and hate, but no matter i am totally grateful to have a job, my co-workers are like another family to me, dysfunctional and all, just like real families
-I'm at a stage in my life that I think I'm pretty lazy and boring. Or I could just be tired and worn out and finally letting myself relax, you can be the judge of that if you'd like. I'm also at a stage in my life I don't give a damn what some people think, but care way too much about what some others do, it's wonderful...NOT
-oh and you may have noticed my next share, I speak sarcasm, FLUENTLY!
-I repeat myself and forget a lot too (don't hold it against me if you feel like you are re-reading something, it's quite likely)
-I'm totally disorganized and completely a planner, those two do not go together at all. Like my crap in my house, is scattered cluttery and disorganized, but have me plan a party and it'll be done a week or two in advance so much so that you can't live in the rooms that are ready, its' crazy i know. 
-We have one fluffly little mutt name Gir, she's part Pekingese and part Maltese, I think she looks like an Ewok
-I'm the daughter of two crazy people, my sister myself and my child are far more normal than we have a right to be, on that note we each are equally unique even so
-ah and another favortie about me, I can't make up my mind so much so that I may seem to contradict myself, it's fantastic...again NOT

Yeah so there's the short of some who am I's, thanks for reading