vent

Since I only have two followers, havent written in 2 years and no one reads this then I think it's safe to vent...since I am on a facebook hiatus this will have to actually be the spot to...well blog, ha
I hate a lie, but I equally hate not being told things, in my warped little soupy brain its the same thing.
Why do people think not telling you something but then randomly posted pics on some form of social media than pertain to said not tellin wont get notice?
I seriously need some sort of rational feelings therapy I know, I get angry easy sometimes, I get my feelings hurt when it doesnt make sense.
I worked so hard to protect people from things and then get screwed over with that very thing...and i do not even know what to do with all this...these feelings, these thoughts, these these life crackers that get thrown in my soup.
if you are still reading this you likely are confused as hell, sorry this is really just a way for me to get stupid crap off my chest in a somewhat public way
I think I need to start using this place better
Is there an iphone app to make this more convenient ?
Why are our children often the ones who hurt us the most? What's the deal with that?